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I'm not gold anymore...
Posted:Nov 25, 2018 1:21 am
Last Updated:Feb 23, 2019 6:37 am

I don't know if I'll go gold again. There used to be 2 or 3 pages of people broadcasting; now you may find two or three people. The chat rooms used to have so many people you had to meet someone and try to find an unoccupied room in order to have a conversation. People used to flirt and wink with a purpose. Now I join a chat room and hear crickets. I get flirts and winks (once in a while) from standard members who can't answer my answer. Maybe OP just isn't worth it anymore.
Is it just me...
Posted:May 30, 2018 8:09 pm
Last Updated:Jul 9, 2018 8:58 pm

When log on here, I often turn on IM just to see who's on and if anyone wants to talk. Does anyone else do this, or am I a lonely old man?
If y'all want to read this, I don't mind...
Posted:Feb 4, 2018 11:02 pm
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2018 1:23 am

I was cleaning out some stuff and found a pic of my granma from '94. She was about 89 years old. (I wish I could share... maybe soon.) This is not for you. It's for my grandparents. And it's for me.

I miss you guys. I know I wasn't as good or proper as you hoped I would be. I made some bad choices. You accepted the choices I made. Now you see what I've tried to hide. I miss your smile, Grampa. I miss your gentle scoldings, Granma. I miss hearing your voices. I saw your grave a few years ago. You'll be glad to the inscription on the stone is complete and accurate. I love you and hope to see you soon.
Posted:Dec 6, 2017 10:33 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2017 10:33 pm

I know... I am a Christian even though I don't believe in religion. I told you this before. When I can, I'll take that guy who'se holding up a 'please' sign to McDonald's and have dinner. I'll buy a coat or blanket or a turkey and give it to a church. This is how I get my Christmas.
I say Christmas because I am Christian. I will also say Happy Hannukah (bear with me on that... I think there may be 10 different spellings) best of Kwanzaa and Ramadan.
Maybe I should say Peace... Shalom... Saalam. The season we all more or less share is a season of peace. We are all one world, one family.
Peace unto you and peace unto us all.
All you zombies, hide your faces
Posted:Dec 6, 2017 12:38 am
Last Updated:Feb 23, 2019 6:37 am

I had a rare moment to get in a chat room and found people talking about zombies. As in reanimating dead people. (It CAN be done. You should see the people I work with at quitting time!) I've seen a bunch of zombies; they're everywhere. They walk slow, don't look where they're going... they have no clue of what is happening around them. The scary thing is you may be one of them. They were not made zombies by any spell or potion. They were made zombies by smart phones and wifi. They hear the call of their master and they must obey. I have trainees who can't put their phone away long enough to learn their job! Let them go work at McDonald's or Burger King while glued to the phone....

Have we become slaves to the internet? Are we doomed to stare at our phones and not see the world in front of us. Sadly, I think the answer is yes.
I fubbed duck...
Posted:Oct 21, 2016 8:38 pm
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2017 5:39 am

I got stressed out... lot of stuff happening in the last few years... I have a problem (I've heard saying that is a step in the right way.) Some of y'all know my Dad passed last year. Grandma passed a few years earlier and so on.... No more excuses. Today is day zero. I take my last drinks tonight. If you all would give me some encouragement, I will be grateful.
Posted:Jun 13, 2016 2:41 am
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2016 3:22 am

Somebody sees two guys kissing and is offended... that's cool.
Somebody want's to say they believe in ISIS... all up to him.
Somebody takes a few guns into a nightclub and opens fire?

The Media says this was an act of Terrorism. I say it was an act of cowardice. Who but a coward would shoot unarmed innocent people?

If Somebody has a problem with me, Somebody should confront me. Killing my friends doesn't solve anything.

All of these people dying as martyrs in the name of Allah is a bunch of crap. I've read the Bible and the Koran and the Torah. They all tell me to be cool with life and life will be cool with me. I have yet to find a passage telling to kill anyone who doesn't believe as I do. (I will allow an exception about witches.)

Any person of honor will face their foe/fear on a field of combat. A coward will hide behind false pretext. Terrorism is nothing more than cowardice disguised with a pretext of misguided beliefs.
I'll bet someone else does this too....
Posted:May 1, 2016 1:47 am
Last Updated:Jan 19, 2019 11:50 pm

Let me start by saying I AM NOT SUICIDAL. Sometimes I'm not happy with my life but so it goes. There have been times when I went to some extreme measures.... like cutting myself. Sometimes I wanted to feel the blade... to see the blood flow. I think it was because I needed to know I was alive. I still feel the urge to cut, but I've not cut for a few years. There is a 'Hotline'... 1(800) DONT CUT but it's a bunch of crap, however the fact that it exists let's me know I'm not the only one cutting.

I know cutting is dangerous on many levels. Bleeding out is the most obvious. Infection is number two on that list, and there are more hazards....

Do I still feel the need to feel steel? Yes, but I find reasons not to go there. I have friends who have been there and done that who I can call or chat up. They can chill me out. If I'm online, I'm usually on IM... if you need some talk, I'll try to help.
I want to say something...
Posted:Jan 1, 2016 1:54 am
Last Updated:Jan 3, 2016 4:01 am

... but I really don't know how to say it. Y'all know I lost my dad a few months back. It hurts to know I'll never hear his voice again. I do know that he lives in my heart.
The other day I was chatting with a friend who said 'keep on dancing' and 'appreciate the little things'.
I didn't think much about it at the time but now I hear the words and I want to share them.....

May we all keep dancing and appreciate the little things in our lives.
Thank You!
Posted:Oct 30, 2015 2:58 am
Last Updated:Nov 1, 2015 8:35 am

In my last blog, I told you all that my Dad was dying and he passed on 21 Sep 2015. I have been unable to post for awhile due to 'circumstances', and I do apologize.
I was able to post more on FaceBook. The sympathy, support, the prayers and 'well wishes' and outright love I have received from both has meant so much!
We all have 'friends' we've never met and never will meet but they still mean more than we really think.
Never hesitate to send prayers, good lucks or Blessings. No matter how hollow your words may sound in your own ears, they may be the words someone needs to hear.
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