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SCBrooke 24M
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9/26/2019 5:16 pm

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#TBT for Sept. 26th: Your Call! Post it, Let us read it, then kick back and enjoy the comments!



#TBT for Sept. 26th 2019. Your Call! Post it, Let us Read it, then kick back and enjoy the comments! It's all about you and what you would enjoy sharing with the others. If your "memory bank" is blank for now, give it a thought and bring that special memory back here to share with the others.

As you know, or at least I have become enlightened, all contributions with this segment have been unique and special.



So, for the final Thursday of September, can you believe it, lay it on!



SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/26/2019 5:18 pm

The final Thursday of September!


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/26/2019 5:18 pm

What?


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/26/2019 5:19 pm

And complete darkness here!


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/26/2019 5:19 pm

Who is having trouble adjusting to that?


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/26/2019 6:26 pm

Here is mine, and the flashback has been "haunting" me off and on throughout the day. I call is my Friday Sleepover with Louise. Growing up, everyone kid begins thinking weekend around Wednesday. I did. Special times for me were having that special friend over on a Friday night sleepover. Watching movies, eating popcorn, drinking soda, and staying up past midnight! I want to say I was maybe 8 at this time and one of my best friends, at the time, was a guy, nope not a guy, but a girl named Louise. My parents are close friends of her parents, so we did many activities as family units together. I don't want to get too bogged down with why or how we were "best friends" but we were. That Wednesday Night after a church event, we both decided it would be cool to ask our parents if she could spend the night with me the next Friday night! Remember, I was maybe 8??? On Thursday at school, that is all we talked about during recess, making plans, the whole works. So when our parents picked us up at school that afternoon, we went running up to our waiting moms and in unison blurted out "hey mom, can we spend the night with each other this Friday?" I will let you guys put together the mental image of adult faces, especially when I added, "and since it was my idea, I invited Louise to sleep over with me!" Don't forget this was at the school's circle drive pickup and I wasn't exactly whispering. Well, the two parents looked at each other as other parents began to giggle, with my mom quickly opening the car door saying, "Brooke, get in the car and quit being silly!" As I was getting in the car, Louise was nowhere to be found much less seen. So what was the big deal? I have known this girl forever, been on family camping trips, the beach, birthday parties, the works! I asked again, was quickly told No followed by and don't ask anymore! Confusion, confusion!! Later that evening, Louise called and said her parents had other plans for the weekend and added that her mom told her that "little boys and little girls did not do sleep overs". But what abut that camping trips? The next thing I heard was her mom telling her supper time and to say goodbye. By this time, this 7 or 8 year was REAL confused! When my dad got home, my mom filled him in with all of the details of the afternoon. As I am recalling all of this and typing it out, I am still seeing the mixture of grimace and total "what am I suppose to do now look" on my dad's face!
After dinner, Brooke got a very watered down version of the birds and the bees story from a very nervous dad! To this day, all of us completely crack up about the time when Brooke wanted to spend the Night with Louise!

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SwishNSwallow2 31M/34M  
1608 posts
9/26/2019 6:40 pm

Poor Brooke and Louise! Brooke, we are cracking up here. When does the movie come out?


SCBrooke replies on 9/27/2019 1:38 pm:
soon to be announced!

SwishNSwallow2 31M/34M  
1608 posts
9/26/2019 6:50 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    Who is having trouble adjusting to that?
The time switch is always an issue. We miss the longer evenings, especially after a longer than expected work day. Friends of ours sent us pics of Christmas lights going up in their community. By the city, that is!


hate_Fakes 34M
6641 posts
9/26/2019 7:59 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    Poor Brooke and Louise! Brooke, we are cracking up here. When does the movie come out?
I was thinking the very same thing with Hollywood's graphic arts studio Digging out a Lucy & Desie appointed home setting along with a classic 2 story brick schoolhouse.


SwishNSwallow2 31M/34M  
1608 posts
9/26/2019 7:59 pm

we are still laughing! Who looks more anxious? The dad or the kid?


hate_Fakes 34M
6641 posts
9/26/2019 8:02 pm

I pretty much covered my TBT in my blog WHY Am I Awake soo Dammm Early ....and my brain is fried.


SwishNSwallow2 31M/34M  
1608 posts
9/26/2019 8:11 pm

You sure did. That babysitting episode definitely is a unique TBT!


Julie_Tgirl 69T
2931 posts
9/26/2019 8:21 pm

This is when I was young and my first time out in public as a girl years ago. This took place in central California and it is a true story. The urge to go out in public was getting very strong and I just had to go out and show the world I was a female. I wanted people to see me as a young woman and I wanted them to believe it and think I was a girl. Up to then I had not been out in public as a female. This would be the first time.

I did go through some strong male modes where I was very masculine. Most people do not understand people like me and the sensations, feelings, desires and thoughts that someone like me has. It takes someone else like me to understand those feelings and desires of living as a female.

I was entertaining the thoughts of just going for a drive in my little white Mustang coupe with a 200 CID 6 cylinder engine, 3 speed manual transmission, AM radio (FM radio was not popular as of yet and AM was the hot rock or country stations), and a heater with windshield defroster. My Mustang was basically a Ford Falcon chassis with a Mustang body sitting on it. Many Falcons I saw had a bench seat and Mustangs had bucket seats and floor shift. I loved my little mid ‘60s Mustang, that is why I am mentioning it.

This was back when gasoline was 29 cents a gallon, yes that was real at one time, and a pack of cigarettes was between 25 and 30 cents in stores, and 35 cents in a vending machine. I did smoke cigarettes back then. I wanted to go out dressed and madeup as a girl. This desire just kept gnawing at me and eating me up inside and finally the night came that I was going to do it. I spent a lot of time during these years going back and forth from male to female modes but at this time I was in a strong female mode. I planned on doing this a little later at night around 10PM and on a mid week night when there would be less traffic on the roads. I did have a fear of being pulled over by the police and what would happen if if I were to be pulled over. I had heard stories of what happened to people like me if they were taken to jail and that it was against the law for males to cross dress as a woman.

I lived in a 2 bedrooms, 1 bathroom duplex apartment that had a garage. The apartment on the other side of the duplex was shared by 2 hippy couples that each had a bedroom. They were cool people, very open minded and lived up to the true hippy culture of peace and love, and live and let live. They knew of my desires to be a female and were very supportive of it. They were not into heavy or hard drugs but they did smoke weed and plenty of it and drank wine, Red Mountain Vin Rose, they bought gallon jugs of it. I think they did do acid (LSD) on occasion and also some mushrooms and peyote. But they did shy away from heroin, cocaine and speed (meth). I felt comfortable with them as neighbors. They knew that I liked being a girl when at home alone and were cool with it. I am mentioning them cuz they do play into my story a little.

I also smoked weed and would spend my off hours from work as a female and listen to my stereo after I smoked weed and got stoned in my front room. I did have a decent job as a busboy in an upscale restaurant and I made a decent affordable living. This was decades ago. The job was more lucrative for that time period than what many people would think. It just paid a low wage and the establishment was union and back then it was about $3.50 pr hour (minimum wage was about $1.50 or 1.75 pr hour) but the union insurance and tips from the wait staff was what made the job worth working. Plus the wait tipped the bussers well and the bartenders in the cocktail lounge would tip us a few bucks each night for doing beer runs for them to bring back cases of beer and putting it away in the coolers or getting other bar supplies from the back and also they had an ice machine in the service area of where the cocktail waitresses and wait staff worked to get their cocktails and wine for their customers and we would keep their bar stations stocked with ice. Yes I was kept busy and had to hustle but I did keep up. The union dues if I remember right was about 20 something dollars a month and it included health insurance, and it was good insurance.

So I made a comfortable living, had my car paid off, bought groceries for one person plus I got 5 good meals a week for free at the restaurant. Weed was cheap back then but it had went from the $10 one ounce lids to $15 for good or decent weed.

Back to my night out as a girl. I was very nervous about doing this. I had been in bad and dangerous situations before but this was making me very nervous. Maybe cuz my dad had drilled into my head about how disgusting gay people were. Not that my dad was accusing me cuz he did not know of my fem side but he was a southern redneck and WW2 combat veteran. My parents were divorced and I lived part time with each of them, I was back and forth between parents while I was growing up.

Although I was desiring sex with a man and being the female for him, I did not consider myself as gay cuz of that. I do see lots of stuff that says one is not gay if they are the girl during sex with men. One thing I look at now is there is a ‘T’ for transgender/transsexual in LGBTQ. So anyway that was in my background and history while growing up. I could not help it but I was so nervous that I was shaking when I started getting ready. I already had lots of practice applying makeup but this night I was so nervous I was shaking a bit. Part of the shaking was also from the excitement I was experiencing. I wanted everything to be perfect. Even though I had thoughts of backing out I was going to go through with this. I told myself it is now or never.

I started by showering and shaving, not just closely shaving my face but also my body except for my pubic hair but did shave between my legs. After that I took a douche (enema) to be clean inside. I was not going to have sex but just wanted to be clean inside to feel more feminine. I was naked as I laid out my clothing on the bed. My under garments were going to be white; bra, panty, garter belt and my hose were going to be suntan (light brown). I did not have any boobs then nor did I have modern day attachable breast forms so I used some pinkish Nerf balls that are a bit bigger than a softball to fill my bra cups with. Over the top of the Nerf balls I placed some falsies. Women used to use falsies that were kind of a foam rubber cup type thing that came in white, cream or beige and they are kinda thick to increase the bust size of the woman that used them. I used them when I dressed as a woman. I put on my bra and stuffed the Nerf balls into the bra cups and covered the Nerf balls with the falsies. Next I tucked myself the way I did back then. I used half inch wide Johnson & Johnson first aid adhesive tape and cut a strip a little over 3 inches long and I gently pushed my penis and testicles tightly back between my legs. I had to lay on my back to perform this procedure to get some assistance from gravity. Once I had everything in place I pushed the tape across my penis and pushed the edges into each side of my groin. That held me to where I did not have anything hanging down. I put on my garter belt and reached behind me to hook it. I had just a bit of difficulty because of being nervous and excited. I have done these procedures many times already and normally did not have any problem with them. I could easily reach behind my back and hook and unhook my bra and the same with my garter belt.

I sat on my bed and rolled my hose up my legs and attached the front garter clips on each side to my stocking welts. For those who do not know, a welt is the thicker darker part at the top of the stocking. There sometimes are also toe welts and heel welts on some brands of stockings. Welts are like double thickness of the stocking. To get the back 2 garter straps attached to the stockings I have to stand and slightly bend while slightly turning at the waist to reach back and attach the garter clips to the welts at the back of my thighs.

By that time I have done all the things a woman/girl has to do get and herself ready. I have done them many times and do them as well as any woman or girl does it, already having much practice and experience. I have been practicing since my early teens (12 or 13) at doing these things, not only dressing but also my makeup and walking in high heels. I was an only child from divorced parents and when mom was at work I would dress in some of her old clothes and use makeup that she no longer used. But now living on my own I had my own stuff and quite an extensive female wardrobe, collection of makeup, selection of wigs, perfumes, deodorants and other things that women used. My bathroom looked like it was for a woman. My bedroom was somewhat feminine also.

I used a no leg panty girdle for a panty that is like a woman’s full cut brief (aka granny panty) but it is made of elastane the same stretchy material as girdles and corsetswith lycra and spandex and fits very snugly as it stretches on the body. Being it fits like it does it also helps with my tuck supporting the adhesive tape hold my male genitals back between my legs so that I appear as a female in the groin. I stepped into a pair of ankle strap sandals with a 3 inch stiletto heel.

Now it was time to do my makeup but being that it is mostly guys reading this I will not go too much on how I do my makeup step by step. I sat at my small table with mirrors that I used for my makeup vanity. The situation as it was I was still nervous but excited and was a bit shaky. My excitement mounted from already deciding that I was going to go through with this. I applied my base and foundation makeup all over my face and down the front of my throat and neck. Just like many other women I use eye shadow (light blue), eyeliner, mascara on my bottom lash cuz I used false eye lashes on my upper lid so that I would have flirty eyes, some rose blush on my cheek bones, red lipstick and cover everything with a translucent powder to blend it all together. I have always used just enough makeup to feminize my face and not over do my makeup like some drag queens. I do my makeup like many other women do cuz I learned to do makeup by watching cis women do theirs.

I selected one of my blond wigs, blond cuz a woman or girl being blond back then was popular and the rage. It seemed back then that most of the brunettes; black or any shade of brown hair all wanted to be blond cuz it was advertised that blonds had more fun and I wanted to be a fun girl too. I had already put on my earrings, large gold hoops. My ears lobes were not pierced yet at that time and had to wear clip on earrings. The cut of the wig did hide much of my head just exposing my face. So it was kinda like a peek a boo look. It was kind of a longer pageboy style with bangs that came down to just above my eyebrows and the rest of the hair that hanged down and kind of framed my face and throat covering my ears and only showed my throat and hid the girth of my neck. I do not have much of an Addams Apple but just for extra measure I wore a 1 ½ inch wide black velvet choker around my neck. The longer parts of the wig came down over my shoulders. I did learn about using good quality wigs and human hair even though they can be expensive cuz cheap wigs are easy to spot and can be a give a way. Wig placement is also important, pulling it to far forward on the forehead can also be a mistake and not look natural. My large gold hoop earrings did stick out from the hanging hair adding femininity to my look.

Press on finger nails were around then although most artificial fingernails were glue on with the adhesive being similar to super glue but one had to be careful with press on nails cuz they were easy to knock off when bumped or something like that. I knew I would need nails that night to complete my illusion and deception cuz I do not have overly large hands but they are a bit larger than the average woman. One thing in my favor is that I do have slender long fingers and with painted nails on my finger tips they can and do pass as a woman’s hands. I was wearing a pair of ankle strap sandals with a 3 inch heel that night and my toes would be exposed but they would be covered by the stocking toe welt and I painted my toenails the same shade of red as my fingernails and lipstick.

Now I stood in front of my full length dressing mirror looking at a woman that was looking back at me. I was dressed complete for my mission tonight and just needed to put on my dress. It was a royal blue dress that went well with being a blond that came several inches above my knees, had long sleeves and was a back zip. I was agile enough then and still am today to reach behind me to zip up and back down my dresses.

Now I was just about ready to go and was fully dressed as a young woman. I did do a dab of perfume on each side of my neck to give me the scent of a woman. I wanted to do a quick visit to my hippy neighbors to ask them how I looked. I picked up my shoulder strap purse and walked next door and knocked. The man that answered the door did not recognize me at first and I had to tell him who I was using my male name. They all stood and looked at me in amazement as the man that answered the door closed it after I came in. The two women were dressed like typical hippy chicks; long hair parted in the middle, one with medium brown hair and the other black hair and looked as if she was trying to look like Cher. Both wearing tie-dyed tank tops and hip hugger bell bottom jeans. The guys each had longish hair medium brown or dirty blond and in T-shirts and jeans. There was a strong aroma of marijuana in the air and each had a large plastic cup of wine about half full and a Jefferson Airplane 33 LP album on the stereo.

The hippies were always nice to me and understood and supported my desires to be a female. They had seen me dressed as a girl before but I guess I was a bit more dolled up that night than at other times. Just being in front of them made me feel more relaxed. My female voice that I practiced many times on an old reel to reel tape recorder (remember those?) seem to come automatic as I thanked each of them for their complements and support. The guys were always easy to talk to and the two women were always willing to help me with anything feminine and would talk to me like I was another female. They all called me ‘girl’. They had me turn around to display myself and while my back was to them one of the women commented that I did have a girly butt and the others said, “Yes she does”. I was delighted to hear that and likes being referred to as ‘she’. I told them of what I had planned that night and one of the guys offered to help me by closing my garage door after I backed my car out.

It was a mild night and I did not need a wrap or jacket. It might have been just my emotions and senses cuz of the event but I noticed my stiletto heels clicking on the concrete as I walked and sounded like a woman walking. I felt so feminine, girly and womanly as I got into my car. I had seen how many women place themselves in the seat of the vehicles and I copied that. I opened the door and turned my back to the driver’s seat and sat back placing my butt on to the bucket seat and then pivoted around while lifting my feet and placing them on the floorboard of the car. After I backed out of my driveway the hippy men closed my garage door for me. We waved at each other as I pulled away.

I was nervous and lit a cigarette to help calm my nerves and relax me. I turned the AM radio to a smooth jazz station. I was offered some pot from the hippies before I left but declined cuz I wanted my full senses about me for this event. Everything about me was feminine and I was loving it but I was still nervous. My excitement level was still elevating as I pulled out of the neighborhood and onto one of the main streets, which was a 4 lane road. I pulled into the inside left lane and I was driving carefully cuz I did not want to get pulled over by the police.

I did have encounters by 3 people that night and from all indications they all thought I was a real female. I had practiced all my feminine ways many times cuz I had dreams of passing as a cis woman and having people think I was real. This was the first time that I ever drove a car while wearing high heels but soon got used to it.

The first was a man in a pick-up that was in the right hand lane. I had stopped at a red light and was waiting for green. I noticed the man looking at me and smiling. Because of the roof of my car I could just see the bottom half of his face unless I lowered my head. I tried to ignore him and look straight ahead but I would glance over at him as he made kissing motions at me. He had to think I was a real woman and I thought that he had no reason not to. My hands with my longer red nails were on the steering wheel. The man would look up and down and not always at my face but sometimes like he was looking lower. I did look down at my lap and in my excitement I was not aware that the bottom hem of my dress had ridden up to my stocking welts and my white garter clips attached to the welts were exposed. I pulled my dress back down and the light turned green and I kinda sped away but did not want to draw attention from police. He must have thought I was a cute girl and he wanted to flirt with me.

The second person I came in contact with was I forgot to gas up my car earlier that day and noticed the gas gauge was on E. My little Mustang did get good fuel mileage and some cars were known to run a long time on E before being completely out. I had never let mine go down that far before and the next thing that crossed my mind was running out of gas and having to walk home as a girl. I was almost in a panic and pulled into the first gas station I saw. Back then even in California there were still gas station attendants that pumped the gas for you. The station was empty with no other patrons and the bell rang as I drove over the cable to alert the attendant. I rolled my driver’s side window down as I saw the young male attendant approaching. I had pulled a $5 bill from purse and had it in my hand. He smiled and must have thought that he was looking at a cute young woman. “How can I help you miss?” I handed him the 5 and said please fill it up or put in the five, which ever comes first. He replied, “Sure thing miss”. As he was putting in the gas he grabbed his spray bottle and some paper towels and started washing my windshield. I noticed that he would glance at my face as he was cleaning the windshield and smile but his attention would look down at my lap. I thought oh gawd and looked down at my lap and saw that once again the hem of my dress had ridden up my thighs again and my stocking welts and garter clips were showing. I just stayed like I was cuz I thought if that got his attention that he would inspect the rest of me less. He finished fueling my car and I smiled and thanked him and drove away. Back then when gas was cheap it did not take much to fill up a car. I drove away with my fuel gauge saying it was just under full.

That was two men that I had come across that night that thought I was a real cis woman. I was feeling more confident now and had smoked my last cigarette that I had with me. I spotted a convenience store and thought I would test myself one more time while out and about. I pulled up in front of the store and parked. I put my purse strap over my shoulder and walked into the store. I had been practicing my girly walk at home and the next door hippies told me I walked like a girl. There was a middle aged woman behind the counter and she asked me, “Can I help you young lady?” and I responded having to use my female voice again, “Yes, can I get a pack of Virginia Slims please.” Virginia Slims is a woman’s cigarette and I smoked those when ‘enfemme’ (English translation from French means ‘as a woman’). I handed her a one dollar bill and she gave me my change while saying, “Thank you young lady, you have a good evening”.

That was three people that thought I was a real cis woman. Either that or they figured what I really was and played along with me. But to have all three act like I was a real woman made me think that my illusion was good. This gave me more confidence in my deception and I started going out in pubic more often and frequently as a girl, even in daylight. I had a good drive that night!


Julie_Tgirl 69T
2931 posts
9/26/2019 8:54 pm

Fried brain ...zombies delight!


NahuntaBrunswick 29M
326 posts
9/27/2019 10:35 am

Brooke, just what movie was planned for Louise IF she had spent the night?🤔


SCBrooke replies on 9/27/2019 1:51 pm:
there could have been a movie too, but served as background entertainment. Legos was the game!

NahuntaBrunswick 29M
326 posts
9/27/2019 10:37 am

Julie _Tgirl, I am on my cell. I am anxious to get to a big screen to read yours!😎


SwishNSwallow2 31M/34M  
1608 posts
9/27/2019 1:30 pm

Julie, your attention to detail brought this past "first time experience" to present day life. We enjoyed every word.


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/27/2019 1:37 pm

Julie, I used my online reader for your TBT. I listened several times to your evolution from that time in your life to the confident person you are today.


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/27/2019 1:40 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    The time switch is always an issue. We miss the longer evenings, especially after a longer than expected work day. Friends of ours sent us pics of Christmas lights going up in their community. By the city, that is!
not even 5 pm now but what a difference a few weeks make!


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/27/2019 1:41 pm

    Quoting hate_Fakes:
    I was thinking the very same thing with Hollywood's graphic arts studio Digging out a Lucy & Desie appointed home setting along with a classic 2 story brick schoolhouse.
lol! That would work!


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/27/2019 1:43 pm

if I already responded to this, oh well. Big kids watching out for smaller kids have very amusing outcomes at times.!


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/27/2019 1:46 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    You sure did. That babysitting episode definitely is a unique TBT!
I have a few myself, lol!!


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/27/2019 1:47 pm

lololol!! I can relate. It has been one of those weeks!


SCBrooke 24M
1417 posts
9/27/2019 1:50 pm

    Quoting NahuntaBrunswick:
    Brooke, just what movie was planned for Louise IF she had spent the night?🤔
Good question Lyon! We both into Legos! Between the two of us, we had some awesome designs and incorporated our sets.


SwishNSwallow2 31M/34M  
1608 posts
9/27/2019 3:19 pm

Did someone mention Lego? There is a blog topic right there. Some of the buildings this future architect created, even though career interests changed over time. Boxes and boxes of those incredible bricks!


Masiello6592 27M
166 posts
9/27/2019 5:52 pm

ulie_Tgirl, hi my name is Masiello. I am from New Hampshire. I want to know how much I enjoyed your memory/story. Being 27 and, well I do know I am open minded to every human situation. I attempted to put myself in your "shoes". The fears such as the police, etc., do not cross my mind. But realistically, it should. As open and tolerant everyone "says" we are now in 2019, sometimes I wonder. I really hope everyone has a chance to read this, even if you aren't a part of the transgender community. I hope I am using my titles correctly. You are a very intelligent, nice, and brave individual. Thank you again. Masie~

ps also the part getting gas!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 6:30 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    Here is mine, and the flashback has been "haunting" me off and on throughout the day. I call is my Friday Sleepover with Louise. Growing up, everyone kid begins thinking weekend around Wednesday. I did. Special times for me were having that special friend over on a Friday night sleepover. Watching movies, eating popcorn, drinking soda, and staying up past midnight! I want to say I was maybe 8 at this time and one of my best friends, at the time, was a guy, nope not a guy, but a girl named Louise. My parents are close friends of her parents, so we did many activities as family units together. I don't want to get too bogged down with why or how we were "best friends" but we were. That Wednesday Night after a church event, we both decided it would be cool to ask our parents if she could spend the night with me the next Friday night! Remember, I was maybe 8??? On Thursday at school, that is all we talked about during recess, making plans, the whole works. So when our parents picked us up at school that afternoon, we went running up to our waiting moms and in unison blurted out "hey mom, can we spend the night with each other this Friday?" I will let you guys put together the mental image of adult faces, especially when I added, "and since it was my idea, I invited Louise to sleep over with me!" Don't forget this was at the school's circle drive pickup and I wasn't exactly whispering. Well, the two parents looked at each other as other parents began to giggle, with my mom quickly opening the car door saying, "Brooke, get in the car and quit being silly!" As I was getting in the car, Louise was nowhere to be found much less seen. So what was the big deal? I have known this girl forever, been on family camping trips, the beach, birthday parties, the works! I asked again, was quickly told No followed by and don't ask anymore! Confusion, confusion!! Later that evening, Louise called and said her parents had other plans for the weekend and added that her mom told her that "little boys and little girls did not do sleep overs". But what abut that camping trips? The next thing I heard was her mom telling her supper time and to say goodbye. By this time, this 7 or 8 year was REAL confused! When my dad got home, my mom filled him in with all of the details of the afternoon. As I am recalling all of this and typing it out, I am still seeing the mixture of grimace and total "what am I suppose to do now look" on my dad's face!
    After dinner, Brooke got a very watered down version of the birds and the bees story from a very nervous dad! To this day, all of us completely crack up about the time when Brooke wanted to spend the Night with Louise!

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Brooke!! This has got to be the cutest story I have read, from the mind of a 2nd or 3rd grader, in a long time. Someone really has to know a little about you to appreciate this to the fullest! But I have to ask this, were you really that innocently naive as a kid? My answer is YES YOUR PROBABLY WERE!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 6:33 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    Poor Brooke and Louise! Brooke, we are cracking up here. When does the movie come out?
Guys, I think it would make for the best "coming of age" children's show! It is so saen cute!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 6:34 pm

hahahahaha....SO DARN CUTE!! I am not deleting the comment!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 6:36 pm

    Quoting hate_Fakes:
    I was thinking the very same thing with Hollywood's graphic arts studio Digging out a Lucy & Desie appointed home setting along with a classic 2 story brick schoolhouse.
Bret, read my response to Brooke. You know him pretty well. And yes, that movie set up would be perfect for the type of program I suggested!


hate_Fakes 34M
6641 posts
9/27/2019 6:59 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    You sure did. That babysitting episode definitely is a unique TBT!
She's already graduated High School!


hate_Fakes 34M
6641 posts
9/27/2019 7:01 pm

Trying to work without a PC is next to impossible


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:15 pm

    Quoting Julie_Tgirl:
    This is when I was young and my first time out in public as a girl years ago. This took place in central California and it is a true story. The urge to go out in public was getting very strong and I just had to go out and show the world I was a female. I wanted people to see me as a young woman and I wanted them to believe it and think I was a girl. Up to then I had not been out in public as a female. This would be the first time.

    I did go through some strong male modes where I was very masculine. Most people do not understand people like me and the sensations, feelings, desires and thoughts that someone like me has. It takes someone else like me to understand those feelings and desires of living as a female.

    I was entertaining the thoughts of just going for a drive in my little white Mustang coupe with a 200 CID 6 cylinder engine, 3 speed manual transmission, AM radio (FM radio was not popular as of yet and AM was the hot rock or country stations), and a heater with windshield defroster. My Mustang was basically a Ford Falcon chassis with a Mustang body sitting on it. Many Falcons I saw had a bench seat and Mustangs had bucket seats and floor shift. I loved my little mid ‘60s Mustang, that is why I am mentioning it.

    This was back when gasoline was 29 cents a gallon, yes that was real at one time, and a pack of cigarettes was between 25 and 30 cents in stores, and 35 cents in a vending machine. I did smoke cigarettes back then. I wanted to go out dressed and madeup as a girl. This desire just kept gnawing at me and eating me up inside and finally the night came that I was going to do it. I spent a lot of time during these years going back and forth from male to female modes but at this time I was in a strong female mode. I planned on doing this a little later at night around 10PM and on a mid week night when there would be less traffic on the roads. I did have a fear of being pulled over by the police and what would happen if if I were to be pulled over. I had heard stories of what happened to people like me if they were taken to jail and that it was against the law for males to cross dress as a woman.

    I lived in a 2 bedrooms, 1 bathroom duplex apartment that had a garage. The apartment on the other side of the duplex was shared by 2 hippy couples that each had a bedroom. They were cool people, very open minded and lived up to the true hippy culture of peace and love, and live and let live. They knew of my desires to be a female and were very supportive of it. They were not into heavy or hard drugs but they did smoke weed and plenty of it and drank wine, Red Mountain Vin Rose, they bought gallon jugs of it. I think they did do acid (LSD) on occasion and also some mushrooms and peyote. But they did shy away from heroin, cocaine and speed (meth). I felt comfortable with them as neighbors. They knew that I liked being a girl when at home alone and were cool with it. I am mentioning them cuz they do play into my story a little.

    I also smoked weed and would spend my off hours from work as a female and listen to my stereo after I smoked weed and got stoned in my front room. I did have a decent job as a busboy in an upscale restaurant and I made a decent affordable living. This was decades ago. The job was more lucrative for that time period than what many people would think. It just paid a low wage and the establishment was union and back then it was about $3.50 pr hour (minimum wage was about $1.50 or 1.75 pr hour) but the union insurance and tips from the wait staff was what made the job worth working. Plus the wait tipped the bussers well and the bartenders in the cocktail lounge would tip us a few bucks each night for doing beer runs for them to bring back cases of beer and putting it away in the coolers or getting other bar supplies from the back and also they had an ice machine in the service area of where the cocktail waitresses and wait staff worked to get their cocktails and wine for their customers and we would keep their bar stations stocked with ice. Yes I was kept busy and had to hustle but I did keep up. The union dues if I remember right was about 20 something dollars a month and it included health insurance, and it was good insurance.

    So I made a comfortable living, had my car paid off, bought groceries for one person plus I got 5 good meals a week for free at the restaurant. Weed was cheap back then but it had went from the $10 one ounce lids to $15 for good or decent weed.

    Back to my night out as a girl. I was very nervous about doing this. I had been in bad and dangerous situations before but this was making me very nervous. Maybe cuz my dad had drilled into my head about how disgusting gay people were. Not that my dad was accusing me cuz he did not know of my fem side but he was a southern redneck and WW2 combat veteran. My parents were divorced and I lived part time with each of them, I was back and forth between parents while I was growing up.

    Although I was desiring sex with a man and being the female for him, I did not consider myself as gay cuz of that. I do see lots of stuff that says one is not gay if they are the girl during sex with men. One thing I look at now is there is a ‘T’ for transgender/transsexual in LGBTQ. So anyway that was in my background and history while growing up. I could not help it but I was so nervous that I was shaking when I started getting ready. I already had lots of practice applying makeup but this night I was so nervous I was shaking a bit. Part of the shaking was also from the excitement I was experiencing. I wanted everything to be perfect. Even though I had thoughts of backing out I was going to go through with this. I told myself it is now or never.

    I started by showering and shaving, not just closely shaving my face but also my body except for my pubic hair but did shave between my legs. After that I took a douche (enema) to be clean inside. I was not going to have sex but just wanted to be clean inside to feel more feminine. I was naked as I laid out my clothing on the bed. My under garments were going to be white; bra, panty, garter belt and my hose were going to be suntan (light brown). I did not have any boobs then nor did I have modern day attachable breast forms so I used some pinkish Nerf balls that are a bit bigger than a softball to fill my bra cups with. Over the top of the Nerf balls I placed some falsies. Women used to use falsies that were kind of a foam rubber cup type thing that came in white, cream or beige and they are kinda thick to increase the bust size of the woman that used them. I used them when I dressed as a woman. I put on my bra and stuffed the Nerf balls into the bra cups and covered the Nerf balls with the falsies. Next I tucked myself the way I did back then. I used half inch wide Johnson & Johnson first aid adhesive tape and cut a strip a little over 3 inches long and I gently pushed my penis and testicles tightly back between my legs. I had to lay on my back to perform this procedure to get some assistance from gravity. Once I had everything in place I pushed the tape across my penis and pushed the edges into each side of my groin. That held me to where I did not have anything hanging down. I put on my garter belt and reached behind me to hook it. I had just a bit of difficulty because of being nervous and excited. I have done these procedures many times already and normally did not have any problem with them. I could easily reach behind my back and hook and unhook my bra and the same with my garter belt.

    I sat on my bed and rolled my hose up my legs and attached the front garter clips on each side to my stocking welts. For those who do not know, a welt is the thicker darker part at the top of the stocking. There sometimes are also toe welts and heel welts on some brands of stockings. Welts are like double thickness of the stocking. To get the back 2 garter straps attached to the stockings I have to stand and slightly bend while slightly turning at the waist to reach back and attach the garter clips to the welts at the back of my thighs.

    By that time I have done all the things a woman/girl has to do get and herself ready. I have done them many times and do them as well as any woman or girl does it, already having much practice and experience. I have been practicing since my early teens (12 or 13) at doing these things, not only dressing but also my makeup and walking in high heels. I was an only child from divorced parents and when mom was at work I would dress in some of her old clothes and use makeup that she no longer used. But now living on my own I had my own stuff and quite an extensive female wardrobe, collection of makeup, selection of wigs, perfumes, deodorants and other things that women used. My bathroom looked like it was for a woman. My bedroom was somewhat feminine also.

    I used a no leg panty girdle for a panty that is like a woman’s full cut brief (aka granny panty) but it is made of elastane the same stretchy material as girdles and corsetswith lycra and spandex and fits very snugly as it stretches on the body. Being it fits like it does it also helps with my tuck supporting the adhesive tape hold my male genitals back between my legs so that I appear as a female in the groin. I stepped into a pair of ankle strap sandals with a 3 inch stiletto heel.

    Now it was time to do my makeup but being that it is mostly guys reading this I will not go too much on how I do my makeup step by step. I sat at my small table with mirrors that I used for my makeup vanity. The situation as it was I was still nervous but excited and was a bit shaky. My excitement mounted from already deciding that I was going to go through with this. I applied my base and foundation makeup all over my face and down the front of my throat and neck. Just like many other women I use eye shadow (light blue), eyeliner, mascara on my bottom lash cuz I used false eye lashes on my upper lid so that I would have flirty eyes, some rose blush on my cheek bones, red lipstick and cover everything with a translucent powder to blend it all together. I have always used just enough makeup to feminize my face and not over do my makeup like some drag queens. I do my makeup like many other women do cuz I learned to do makeup by watching cis women do theirs.

    I selected one of my blond wigs, blond cuz a woman or girl being blond back then was popular and the rage. It seemed back then that most of the brunettes; black or any shade of brown hair all wanted to be blond cuz it was advertised that blonds had more fun and I wanted to be a fun girl too. I had already put on my earrings, large gold hoops. My ears lobes were not pierced yet at that time and had to wear clip on earrings. The cut of the wig did hide much of my head just exposing my face. So it was kinda like a peek a boo look. It was kind of a longer pageboy style with bangs that came down to just above my eyebrows and the rest of the hair that hanged down and kind of framed my face and throat covering my ears and only showed my throat and hid the girth of my neck. I do not have much of an Addams Apple but just for extra measure I wore a 1 ½ inch wide black velvet choker around my neck. The longer parts of the wig came down over my shoulders. I did learn about using good quality wigs and human hair even though they can be expensive cuz cheap wigs are easy to spot and can be a give a way. Wig placement is also important, pulling it to far forward on the forehead can also be a mistake and not look natural. My large gold hoop earrings did stick out from the hanging hair adding femininity to my look.

    Press on finger nails were around then although most artificial fingernails were glue on with the adhesive being similar to super glue but one had to be careful with press on nails cuz they were easy to knock off when bumped or something like that. I knew I would need nails that night to complete my illusion and deception cuz I do not have overly large hands but they are a bit larger than the average woman. One thing in my favor is that I do have slender long fingers and with painted nails on my finger tips they can and do pass as a woman’s hands. I was wearing a pair of ankle strap sandals with a 3 inch heel that night and my toes would be exposed but they would be covered by the stocking toe welt and I painted my toenails the same shade of red as my fingernails and lipstick.

    Now I stood in front of my full length dressing mirror looking at a woman that was looking back at me. I was dressed complete for my mission tonight and just needed to put on my dress. It was a royal blue dress that went well with being a blond that came several inches above my knees, had long sleeves and was a back zip. I was agile enough then and still am today to reach behind me to zip up and back down my dresses.

    Now I was just about ready to go and was fully dressed as a young woman. I did do a dab of perfume on each side of my neck to give me the scent of a woman. I wanted to do a quick visit to my hippy neighbors to ask them how I looked. I picked up my shoulder strap purse and walked next door and knocked. The man that answered the door did not recognize me at first and I had to tell him who I was using my male name. They all stood and looked at me in amazement as the man that answered the door closed it after I came in. The two women were dressed like typical hippy chicks; long hair parted in the middle, one with medium brown hair and the other black hair and looked as if she was trying to look like Cher. Both wearing tie-dyed tank tops and hip hugger bell bottom jeans. The guys each had longish hair medium brown or dirty blond and in T-shirts and jeans. There was a strong aroma of marijuana in the air and each had a large plastic cup of wine about half full and a Jefferson Airplane 33 LP album on the stereo.

    The hippies were always nice to me and understood and supported my desires to be a female. They had seen me dressed as a girl before but I guess I was a bit more dolled up that night than at other times. Just being in front of them made me feel more relaxed. My female voice that I practiced many times on an old reel to reel tape recorder (remember those?) seem to come automatic as I thanked each of them for their complements and support. The guys were always easy to talk to and the two women were always willing to help me with anything feminine and would talk to me like I was another female. They all called me ‘girl’. They had me turn around to display myself and while my back was to them one of the women commented that I did have a girly butt and the others said, “Yes she does”. I was delighted to hear that and likes being referred to as ‘she’. I told them of what I had planned that night and one of the guys offered to help me by closing my garage door after I backed my car out.

    It was a mild night and I did not need a wrap or jacket. It might have been just my emotions and senses cuz of the event but I noticed my stiletto heels clicking on the concrete as I walked and sounded like a woman walking. I felt so feminine, girly and womanly as I got into my car. I had seen how many women place themselves in the seat of the vehicles and I copied that. I opened the door and turned my back to the driver’s seat and sat back placing my butt on to the bucket seat and then pivoted around while lifting my feet and placing them on the floorboard of the car. After I backed out of my driveway the hippy men closed my garage door for me. We waved at each other as I pulled away.

    I was nervous and lit a cigarette to help calm my nerves and relax me. I turned the AM radio to a smooth jazz station. I was offered some pot from the hippies before I left but declined cuz I wanted my full senses about me for this event. Everything about me was feminine and I was loving it but I was still nervous. My excitement level was still elevating as I pulled out of the neighborhood and onto one of the main streets, which was a 4 lane road. I pulled into the inside left lane and I was driving carefully cuz I did not want to get pulled over by the police.

    I did have encounters by 3 people that night and from all indications they all thought I was a real female. I had practiced all my feminine ways many times cuz I had dreams of passing as a cis woman and having people think I was real. This was the first time that I ever drove a car while wearing high heels but soon got used to it.

    The first was a man in a pick-up that was in the right hand lane. I had stopped at a red light and was waiting for green. I noticed the man looking at me and smiling. Because of the roof of my car I could just see the bottom half of his face unless I lowered my head. I tried to ignore him and look straight ahead but I would glance over at him as he made kissing motions at me. He had to think I was a real woman and I thought that he had no reason not to. My hands with my longer red nails were on the steering wheel. The man would look up and down and not always at my face but sometimes like he was looking lower. I did look down at my lap and in my excitement I was not aware that the bottom hem of my dress had ridden up to my stocking welts and my white garter clips attached to the welts were exposed. I pulled my dress back down and the light turned green and I kinda sped away but did not want to draw attention from police. He must have thought I was a cute girl and he wanted to flirt with me.

    The second person I came in contact with was I forgot to gas up my car earlier that day and noticed the gas gauge was on E. My little Mustang did get good fuel mileage and some cars were known to run a long time on E before being completely out. I had never let mine go down that far before and the next thing that crossed my mind was running out of gas and having to walk home as a girl. I was almost in a panic and pulled into the first gas station I saw. Back then even in California there were still gas station attendants that pumped the gas for you. The station was empty with no other patrons and the bell rang as I drove over the cable to alert the attendant. I rolled my driver’s side window down as I saw the young male attendant approaching. I had pulled a $5 bill from purse and had it in my hand. He smiled and must have thought that he was looking at a cute young woman. “How can I help you miss?” I handed him the 5 and said please fill it up or put in the five, which ever comes first. He replied, “Sure thing miss”. As he was putting in the gas he grabbed his spray bottle and some paper towels and started washing my windshield. I noticed that he would glance at my face as he was cleaning the windshield and smile but his attention would look down at my lap. I thought oh gawd and looked down at my lap and saw that once again the hem of my dress had ridden up my thighs again and my stocking welts and garter clips were showing. I just stayed like I was cuz I thought if that got his attention that he would inspect the rest of me less. He finished fueling my car and I smiled and thanked him and drove away. Back then when gas was cheap it did not take much to fill up a car. I drove away with my fuel gauge saying it was just under full.

    That was two men that I had come across that night that thought I was a real cis woman. I was feeling more confident now and had smoked my last cigarette that I had with me. I spotted a convenience store and thought I would test myself one more time while out and about. I pulled up in front of the store and parked. I put my purse strap over my shoulder and walked into the store. I had been practicing my girly walk at home and the next door hippies told me I walked like a girl. There was a middle aged woman behind the counter and she asked me, “Can I help you young lady?” and I responded having to use my female voice again, “Yes, can I get a pack of Virginia Slims please.” Virginia Slims is a woman’s cigarette and I smoked those when ‘enfemme’ (English translation from French means ‘as a woman’). I handed her a one dollar bill and she gave me my change while saying, “Thank you young lady, you have a good evening”.

    That was three people that thought I was a real cis woman. Either that or they figured what I really was and played along with me. But to have all three act like I was a real woman made me think that my illusion was good. This gave me more confidence in my deception and I started going out in pubic more often and frequently as a girl, even in daylight. I had a good drive that night!
OMG Julie!! I will comment more. I am still processing!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:17 pm

    Quoting NahuntaBrunswick:
    Brooke, just what movie was planned for Louise IF she had spent the night?🤔
Lyon, as you get to know Brooke more, they movie was probably Star Trek or similar! hahahaha!!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:19 pm

Herts you big creepy fake, you probably did! I only hope you learned something from intelligent people!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:20 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    Julie, your attention to detail brought this past "first time experience" to present day life. We enjoyed every word.
it was beyond superb!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:22 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    Julie, I used my online reader for your TBT. I listened several times to your evolution from that time in your life to the confident person you are today.
Brooke, I am doing te same. I have one from Natural readers and can't wait to apply it to her story!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:24 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    not even 5 pm now but what a difference a few weeks make!
ohhhh...it takes me at least a week to adjust, especially getting home for my fellas and their walk!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:25 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    if I already responded to this, oh well. Big kids watching out for smaller kids have very amusing outcomes at times.!
for me, many times it was the babies keeping track of the sitter!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:27 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    I have a few myself, lol!!
and Brookr speaking of, I bet you were an incredible babysitter! Any with diapers?


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:28 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    Good question Lyon! We both into Legos! Between the two of us, we had some awesome designs and incorporated our sets.
Well of course!! Legos! Total innocence!!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:30 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    Did someone mention Lego? There is a blog topic right there. Some of the buildings this future architect created, even though career interests changed over time. Boxes and boxes of those incredible bricks!
I still have mine and tons at school. I use thm for both science and math!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:32 pm

    Quoting Masiello6592:
    ulie_Tgirl, hi my name is Masiello. I am from New Hampshire. I want to know how much I enjoyed your memory/story. Being 27 and, well I do know I am open minded to every human situation. I attempted to put myself in your "shoes". The fears such as the police, etc., do not cross my mind. But realistically, it should. As open and tolerant everyone "says" we are now in 2019, sometimes I wonder. I really hope everyone has a chance to read this, even if you aren't a part of the transgender community. I hope I am using my titles correctly. You are a very intelligent, nice, and brave individual. Thank you again. Masie~

    ps also the part getting gas!
hi Masie! Wasn't her story awesome? Do you have ab online reader or a browser extension? If not, they are free. Get one!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:34 pm

    Quoting hate_Fakes:
    Trying to work without a PC is next to impossible
hahahahaha....next to....for me it is!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:36 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    The final Thursday of September!
I cannot believe October is next week! Time for pumpkins!!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:37 pm

I didn't say anything! hahahaha!! In a crazy mood!!


TMulidis90 29M
965 posts
9/27/2019 7:38 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    Who is having trouble adjusting to that?
adjusting? Brooke what are you saying or asking?


SwishNSwallow2 31M/34M  
1608 posts
9/28/2019 10:38 am

I believe he goes by EdwardVVI. Anyone into Roman Numerals?


SwishNSwallow2 31M/34M  
1608 posts
9/28/2019 10:42 am

    Quoting TMulidis90:
    Herts you big creepy fake, you probably did! I only hope you learned something from intelligent people!
Teddy, he might have been sincere. He/she has no guideline for good blogs. Obviously neither does wannabe.


SwishNSwallow2 31M/34M  
1608 posts
9/28/2019 10:44 am

    Quoting TMulidis90:
    and Brookr speaking of, I bet you were an incredible babysitter! Any with diapers?
Teddy, the question was directed to Brooke, but I have a super deluxe Pamper story I could share!


SwishNSwallow2 31M/34M  
1608 posts
9/28/2019 10:46 am

    Quoting TMulidis90:
    I still have mine and tons at school. I use thm for both science and math!
They are excellent tools for expression. We also see how they would completely be excellent extensions of various lessons in sci/math!


blackjacking4u2 30M
238 posts
9/28/2019 11:32 am

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    Poor Brooke and Louise! Brooke, we are cracking up here. When does the movie come out?
I will stand in line!


Julie_Tgirl 69T
2931 posts
9/28/2019 1:18 pm

    Quoting NahuntaBrunswick:
    Julie _Tgirl, I am on my cell. I am anxious to get to a big screen to read yours!😎
Thank you I hope you do


Julie_Tgirl 69T
2931 posts
9/28/2019 1:21 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    Julie, your attention to detail brought this past "first time experience" to present day life. We enjoyed every word.
Thank you for reading it guys. I did want to express my emotion at that time. It was a new experience for me but was a long time ago.


Julie_Tgirl 69T
2931 posts
9/28/2019 1:24 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    Julie, I used my online reader for your TBT. I listened several times to your evolution from that time in your life to the confident person you are today.
Thank you for that. I hope it was not too long but I did want to express my emotion at that time so that readers might understand what I felt.


FirstAidBoy525 24M
293 posts
9/28/2019 2:57 pm

    Quoting Julie_Tgirl:
    Thank you for that. I hope it was not too long but I did want to express my emotion at that time so that readers might understand what I felt.
Hi Julie! Darrin here. My first semester in grad school has kept me on my computer, but not here. I have already downloaded your story and will come back, adding my comments.I hope Steve, aka as Wiser2 has the opportunity to read your account!


FirstAidBoy525 24M
293 posts
9/28/2019 3:05 pm

I will forward the post number to him!


Julie_Tgirl 69T
2931 posts
9/28/2019 5:29 pm

    Quoting Masiello6592:
    ulie_Tgirl, hi my name is Masiello. I am from New Hampshire. I want to know how much I enjoyed your memory/story. Being 27 and, well I do know I am open minded to every human situation. I attempted to put myself in your "shoes". The fears such as the police, etc., do not cross my mind. But realistically, it should. As open and tolerant everyone "says" we are now in 2019, sometimes I wonder. I really hope everyone has a chance to read this, even if you aren't a part of the transgender community. I hope I am using my titles correctly. You are a very intelligent, nice, and brave individual. Thank you again. Masie~

    ps also the part getting gas!
Thank you Mastello


Julie_Tgirl 69T
2931 posts
9/28/2019 6:06 pm

Thank you Darrin I'm glad you enjoyed it. If it is ok with Brooke I will start posting more of my past life on TBT.


Julie_Tgirl 69T
2931 posts
9/28/2019 6:17 pm

    Quoting TMulidis90:
    Herts you big creepy fake, you probably did! I only hope you learned something from intelligent people!
So hardonguy1987 is hurts? I thought he saved 87 for farmereatsbullshit87


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:10 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    Here is mine, and the flashback has been "haunting" me off and on throughout the day. I call is my Friday Sleepover with Louise. Growing up, everyone kid begins thinking weekend around Wednesday. I did. Special times for me were having that special friend over on a Friday night sleepover. Watching movies, eating popcorn, drinking soda, and staying up past midnight! I want to say I was maybe 8 at this time and one of my best friends, at the time, was a guy, nope not a guy, but a girl named Louise. My parents are close friends of her parents, so we did many activities as family units together. I don't want to get too bogged down with why or how we were "best friends" but we were. That Wednesday Night after a church event, we both decided it would be cool to ask our parents if she could spend the night with me the next Friday night! Remember, I was maybe 8??? On Thursday at school, that is all we talked about during recess, making plans, the whole works. So when our parents picked us up at school that afternoon, we went running up to our waiting moms and in unison blurted out "hey mom, can we spend the night with each other this Friday?" I will let you guys put together the mental image of adult faces, especially when I added, "and since it was my idea, I invited Louise to sleep over with me!" Don't forget this was at the school's circle drive pickup and I wasn't exactly whispering. Well, the two parents looked at each other as other parents began to giggle, with my mom quickly opening the car door saying, "Brooke, get in the car and quit being silly!" As I was getting in the car, Louise was nowhere to be found much less seen. So what was the big deal? I have known this girl forever, been on family camping trips, the beach, birthday parties, the works! I asked again, was quickly told No followed by and don't ask anymore! Confusion, confusion!! Later that evening, Louise called and said her parents had other plans for the weekend and added that her mom told her that "little boys and little girls did not do sleep overs". But what abut that camping trips? The next thing I heard was her mom telling her supper time and to say goodbye. By this time, this 7 or 8 year was REAL confused! When my dad got home, my mom filled him in with all of the details of the afternoon. As I am recalling all of this and typing it out, I am still seeing the mixture of grimace and total "what am I suppose to do now look" on my dad's face!
    After dinner, Brooke got a very watered down version of the birds and the bees story from a very nervous dad! To this day, all of us completely crack up about the time when Brooke wanted to spend the Night with Louise!

    [image]
Brooke !! What in the world ??


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:12 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    Poor Brooke and Louise! Brooke, we are cracking up here. When does the movie come out?
YES YES YES !! That would be soooo perfect !! Brooke, close this blog and get the rights !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:13 pm

    Quoting hate_Fakes:
    I was thinking the very same thing with Hollywood's graphic arts studio Digging out a Lucy & Desie appointed home setting along with a classic 2 story brick schoolhouse.
We need to make it a group production !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:14 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    we are still laughing! Who looks more anxious? The dad or the kid?
Connor and Ricky ?? Can you imagine the moment then ??


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:16 pm

I will scamper over there and take a look !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:19 pm

What memorable events you guys produced here ?? Julie, I was there at each turn with the way you wrote your anxious but necessary time !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:20 pm

    Quoting NahuntaBrunswick:
    Brooke, just what movie was planned for Louise IF she had spent the night?🤔
lolololololololol !! I forgot about that !! YOU are a man for detail !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:21 pm

Did you learn anything about real human experiences ??


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:23 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    not even 5 pm now but what a difference a few weeks make!
The time switch is kicking my tail right now !! It will be worse when the clocks fall back too !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:24 pm

    Quoting SCBrooke:
    I have a few myself, lol!!
Bret and Brooke, that alone would make for another TBT theme down the line !! I have many !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:26 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    Did someone mention Lego? There is a blog topic right there. Some of the buildings this future architect created, even though career interests changed over time. Boxes and boxes of those incredible bricks!
Ricky and Connor, Legos out the whiz bang here growing up !! My mom got so mad when one hidden got sucked up into the vacuum !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:27 pm

    Quoting Masiello6592:
    ulie_Tgirl, hi my name is Masiello. I am from New Hampshire. I want to know how much I enjoyed your memory/story. Being 27 and, well I do know I am open minded to every human situation. I attempted to put myself in your "shoes". The fears such as the police, etc., do not cross my mind. But realistically, it should. As open and tolerant everyone "says" we are now in 2019, sometimes I wonder. I really hope everyone has a chance to read this, even if you aren't a part of the transgender community. I hope I am using my titles correctly. You are a very intelligent, nice, and brave individual. Thank you again. Masie~

    ps also the part getting gas!
Masie, her story does explain to any not understanding the issues, you are so right !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:35 pm

    Quoting TMulidis90:
    Brooke!! This has got to be the cutest story I have read, from the mind of a 2nd or 3rd grader, in a long time. Someone really has to know a little about you to appreciate this to the fullest! But I have to ask this, were you really that innocently naive as a kid? My answer is YES YOUR PROBABLY WERE!
Teddy, you are so right !! That aspect went right over my head !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:38 pm

    Quoting SwishNSwallow2:
    Teddy, the question was directed to Brooke, but I have a super deluxe Pamper story I could share!
oh peee you, so do I !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:40 pm

right there behind you !!


SalvoAvonBuxton 26M
948 posts
9/28/2019 7:41 pm

DARRIN !! How are things with you fella ??


wiser2 64M
121 posts
9/29/2019 8:48 am

Julie - I did read your post - how very refreshingly grown up English - beautifully constructed and composed, fabulously vivid. I had to read through it more than once because it compelled me to read so fast - anticipating what that young gas attendant might do or suggest next.

We are all fortunate that you are with us to enrich the spectrum of humanity's rainbow - and encourage us to think higher thoughts.

And Darrin -

Thank you for pointing out Julie's post to me!


Julie_Tgirl 69T
2931 posts
9/29/2019 9:57 am

    Quoting wiser2:
    Julie - I did read your post - how very refreshingly grown up English - beautifully constructed and composed, fabulously vivid. I had to read through it more than once because it compelled me to read so fast - anticipating what that young gas attendant might do or suggest next.

    We are all fortunate that you are with us to enrich the spectrum of humanity's rainbow - and encourage us to think higher thoughts.

    And Darrin -

    Thank you for pointing out Julie's post to me!
Thank you wiser2. That night was a real confidence builder for me and I started going out in public as a female more often. I felt good when I got home. I put a DOORS album on my stereo and smoked some weed poured a glass of wine and put on a baby doll nightie. I felt so girly, womanly and feminine after that.


Julie_Tgirl 69T
2931 posts
9/29/2019 10:01 am

    Quoting SalvoAvonBuxton:
    What memorable events you guys produced here ?? Julie, I was there at each turn with the way you wrote your anxious but necessary time !!
Thank you Salvo!


JKTahmooressi84 35M
641 posts
9/29/2019 4:56 pm

Lance and I finally got to this page. We are printing it out, will read again, and comment. These were great folks!




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